i struggle with not working right now~
that's right, i'm not working right now. I have a teaching degree & am currently *wife* *guitarist* *unicyclist* *nature observationalist* *chef* *housekeeper* *tutor* *errand runner* *trail runner*
but i'm not making MONEY.
What is it about a bi-monthly paycheck that stuffs worth into my soul? Why did I feel so worthy then and so worthless now?
Some will think it's because we're made to work~ created to accomplish something (or pretend you're accomplishing something) every day of your life.
But I think it's b/c I'm still caught in a "Human-doing" vs. "Human-being" mentality.
Why can't being me & being useful at home be enough?
Why do others make me feel like a loser?
Why do I let them?
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